What 1-1 (I know this might get deleted but... might as well let those people out there know they aren't alone in depression and suicidaI thoughts...)

Those of you who feel like your alone, your not i feel this way too and i try my hardest to make everyone around me happy, even though im alone i have had those thoughts and actually went through with some of them thinking it would take the pain away, but it didn't... even though i have people who care about me... i still feel alone bc ppl hurt me and use me make me feel like im useless, and not enough for anyone to care about how i feel. In my 13 years of life, I been through a lot... more than ppl should have to go through in one life... my best friend of 6 years just kiIIed herself because she couldn't handle anymore pain, i tried so hard to take some of her pain but i was the only there for her and she was there for me im glad her pain stopped... but her family and those who were close to her... their pain has just begun bc she left us behind, wondering why we couldn't help her im pain i feel inside... is something i don't want others to feel... sui cide doesn't stop the pain... its just passes it onto the people closest to you So please... don't do it... there are ppl who will care about you... and I can be one of them... No matter who you are or what you like or dislike... i will be there when you need me... Just please know that its not the answer and it won't help anything just make it all worse and make everyone that loves you, wish they knew so they could help you