What is Akhmatova referring to as "the miraculous” in line 9?

When she asks Why then do we not despair?, two things are notable. First, she’s surprised herself. She and everyone who remains should be broken; people break in any number of circumstances. Second, “we.” She’s not focused on her own individual mood, which might not be so positive at a given moment. She’s wondering how a people didn’t break. As noted in the paragraphs before the poem, at least two people I know look pretty successful at accusing everyone else, surviving and perhaps thriving in their own bubble.

Explanation:

for me i cant do homework without music, so, i guess i would say faster with it, than without it. for me at least.

it is true my friend