Do you like my song I'm Living this life of pain
I’m hating how it is driving me insane,
although I have lost Sanity
that does not mean I have lost my Humanity
And now that I'm fighting back these nightmares
and I yet can not see quite clear
and the scars on my back Is proof that my mind has been cracked,
Even Though I have gotten smarter
and yet everything is still getting darker
and now I’m lying in the dark not even going to try to light spark
cuz my family thinks of me it's a disgrace
and then that leaves me with one question
Why am I here in the first place?
and it is like I said I'm Living this life of Itami (pain)
and now everyone's hatred is coming at me like a tsunami

And when people ask me what is my Hi no Ishi (will of fire)
I tell them the goal I want to achieve
but then they all start laughing at me
then start picking on me now I feel like I’m drowning in the deep sea
It feels like I’m breaking over and over and this is proof that I’m a loner
My friends use me like a tool
and when they are done they throw me away and make me a fool
And even though I’m a heathen everybody around me is acting like demons
now I'm questioning I can be like my Idols
or will I be stuck in these endless cycles

An employee of the state government always received his state paycheck on the last workday of the month. the employee was not a good money manager, and just barely managed to make it from paycheck to paycheck each month. on the second to the last workday of the month, the employee had $45 in his checking account, and, needing to buy a birthday gift for his sister, he wrote a check to a gift boutique for $100. he knew that he would be receiving his paycheck the next day, so he could deposit the paycheck before the check would be sent to the bank.however, unbeknownst to the employee, the state legislature was having a budget impasse. because the state constitution prohibited any deficit spending, state employees were not paid as usual. without a paycheck to deposit, the check written to the gift boutique was returned for insufficient funds. the merchant complained to the police, who arrested the employee and charged him under a statute that prohibited "issuing a check knowing that it is drawn against insufficient funds, with intent to defraud the payee of the check."what should be the outcome of the employee's prosecution? a not guilty, because the employee intended to deposit his paycheck the next day.b not guilty, because it was reasonable for the employee to expect that he would receive his paycheck as usual.c guilty, because the employee knew when he wrote the check that he did not have sufficient funds in his account to honor it.d guilty, because reliance on a future source of income does not vitiate the employee's violation of the statute when he wrote the check.