hey so a while ago i was feeling empty and then i didnt feel empty and now the emptiness is back again i just feel so crappy maybe im getting scarlett fever??(my sis has scarlett fever rn) id. k but it doesnt feel like that maybe its because i havent gone to in person school in 3 weeks? (b. c of snow days thay turn into virtual days) i mean dont get me wrong i love you guys(all my online friends and best friends) but maybe i just need actual in person interactions? i mean i go to gymnastics but none of those girls are my age their all at least 1 year younger but were all 2 grades apart(dont ask) so whats wrong with me?? why cant i just always feel happy?