Hey, i already posted this but i wanted some other advise on it, thx those days

when instead of crying myself to sleep, i would fall asleep with a smile on my face
when the only reason for wearing long sleeves was because it was cold
when smiles were genuine, not something forced so nobody would ask even though they don't really care
when the only "fake" friends i had were imaginary
when the only thing i had to worry about was the next show to watch on tv
when i could do whatever i wanted and not have to worry about being judged
when "butt" was the only bad word i knew
those days when life was perfect
when we could sit and laugh all day everyday
when the only reason to cry was because i wasn't allowed to have any more candy
bring me back to the days where people were nice to everyone
when i wasn't told to kill mys. elf everyday
when i could eat whatever i wanted without worrying about getting "fat"
when i loved myself
when being alive was the only option
when su!cide wasn't a thing
when wrists were for washable markers not blades
when eating was normal
bring me back to those days

Hey man just think posotive ans always TRY to look on the bright side even if the bright side is dark just know that things will always get better trust me if been were you are and try to listen to lo-fi type of song and meditation songs it help with it you may think that if you K!ll yourself that your life was bad but if you do your family or friends lifes will be gray just remember that. And if you need more help can this number 800-273-8255

Step-by-step explanation:

I am very sorry you have to go through these things if it hints toward your life and what is going on directly, I recommend you go to seek some help from a therapist and I hope things go back to the way they were for you! Life can be tough sometimes, getting over it might be hard, having to smile might be hard, but I believe in you! I recommend to keep fighting for what you truly care for most and to keep working hard as much as you can. I believe you are an amazing being and I really wish the best for you in life and hope you can talk to somebody and get the help you need, even if things are hard for you right now, I hope later in the future things will clear up and you will be able to smile and know reasons why you should keep trying and continue with life. You are strong and I promise you are not alone in this at all, you got this! Keep going and try to keep your head up as much as possible! I know keeping a good mood and trying to stay positive might be hard, but I hope you are trying your hardest and can continue to or start to. Whatever happens next in life can't get worse than this I hope, I promise everything will be okay! If you need anything there are many help services out there, and if you ever think about doing bad things that are harmful to yourself or others, please seek help from numbers that will help you with those things. There are many other things online that can help you through this, even if my words are the least to help, I do not mind. As long as you get better that is all I wish for, have a good morning/day/afternoon/night and I wish the best for you!

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hope this