Im currently staying with my grandparents because my mom, dad, and i have a really bad mental and physical relationship back at home. problem is im out of state. ill be starting another year for high school next year at a new really small school if i stay here, and for once in my life im starting to feel happy. Ive started taking to my mom on the phone and i think she wants me to come back home over the summer and i kinda miss her a little cause obv shes my mom you know but then my life will be back to the dysfunctionalness and sadness it was before(even though she says it will change) i know we'll go back to hating each other.

Should i go for this new opportunity to start fresh but not have a good relationship with my parents and not have a phone

OR should i go all the way back home to how it was before and try to fix it