My friends, they wanna take me to the movies I tell 'em to fu..ck off, I'm holding hands with my depression

And right when I think I've overcome it

Anxiety starts kicking in to teach that sh. it a lesson

Oh, I try my best just to be social

I make all these plans with friends and hope they call and cancel

Then I overthink about the things I'm missing

Now I'm wishing I was with 'em

Feel like I'm always apologizing for feeling

Like I'm out of my mind when I'm doing just fine

And my exes all say that I'm hard to deal with

And I admit it, yeah

But all my friends, they don't know what it's like, what it's like

They don't understand why I can't sleep through the night

I've been told that I could take something to fix it

Da. mn, I wish it, I wish it was that simple, ah

All my friends they don't know what it's like, what it's like

Always wanted to be one of those people in the room

That says something and everyone puts their hand up

Like, "If you're sad put your hand up

If you ha. te someone, put your hand up

If you're scared, put your hand up"

Feel like I'm always apologizing for feeling

Like I'm out of my mind when I'm doing just fine

And my exes all say that I'm hard to deal with

And I admit it, it's true

But all my friends, they don't know what it's like, what it's like

They don't understand why I can't sleep through the night

And I thought that I could take something to fix it

Da. mn, I wish it, I wish it was that simple, ah

All my friends they don't know what it's like, what it's like

I got all these thoughts, running through my mind

All the da. mn time and I can't seem to shut it off

I think I'm doing fine most of the time

I think that I'm alright, but I can't seem to shut it off

I got all these thoughts, running through my mind

All the da. mn time and I can't seem to shut it off

I think I'm doing fine most of the time

I say that I'm alright, but I can't seem to shut it off

Shut it, shut it, yeah

But all my friends, they don't know what it's like, what it's like

They don't understand why I can't sleep through the night

I've been told that I could take something to fix it

Da. mn, I wish it, I wish it was that simple, ah

All my friends they don't know what it's like, what it's like

Li-i-i-i-ike

What it's like, what it's like

Hmm-mm-mm, mmm