This will be the last song I ever write about you
'cause it's the only way left to communicate
You never listen to my music anyway
Look at me now, such a bitterful place
You found someone, I thought that help erase
These crazy thoughts that we never were broken
You can't see red flags through rose-colored glasses
I hate that I miss you, I hate that I'm lost
I hate those dead flowers you taped to your wall
I hate that you're okay and I can't move on
I hate that somehow this is all my fault
I hate that I'm wide awake, watching the door
I hate these long showers, sitting on the floor
I hate in the end it was me who was wrong
I hate that I don't really hate you at all
Don't really hate you, I don't really hate you
Don't really hate you, I don't really hate you
No I don't hate you at all
Don't really hate you, I don't really hate you
Don't really hate you, I don't really hate you
I just have to ghost you
Pretend that you're dead now
And if I see you out with friends
I'll just tell myself that it's
A phantom or illusion, guess I haven't chosen which
Look at me now, such a bitterful place
You found someone, I thought that help erase
These crazy thoughts that we never were broken
You can't see red flags through rose-colored glasses
I hate that I miss you, I hate that I'm lost
I hate those dead flowers you taped to your wall
I hate that you're okay and I can't move on
I hate that somehow this is all my fault
I hate that I'm wide awake, watching the door
I hate these long showers, sitting on the floor
I hate in the end it was me who was wrong
I hate that I don't really hate you at all
Don't really hate you, I don't really hate you
Don't really hate you, I don't really hate you
Don't really hate you, I don't really hate you
Don't really hate you
I don't really hate you at all
Don't really hate you, I don't really hate you
Don't really hate you, I don't really hate you
Don't really hate you
I don't really hate you
Don't really hate you
I don't really hate you at all
But I kinda wish I did
I don't really hate you at all