I know this is not the right thing to talk about but this is my health rn.. i thought things would get better, but it just got worse..i am a terrible daughter.. i wish i could go back and tell her im sorry..but i cant..i have nothing to live for..i have nothing in my room, and the only time i get to have fun is when i do online school..i dont have a phone or a TV anymore..and worst of all..i feel unworthy of living..im sorry..i just want everything to stop for 1 second..i cant even see my self anymore..