Dang this is so true im trying to be ok, im trying to do my best, but somehow i always Always seem to mess up something in some way *sigh* i hate myself rn so much.. I know you think I got it all figured out
'Cause I walk around like my head's in the clouds
But I'm just a girl with her heart pourin' out of her head
I wish that you could see the pain that I've seen
And all of the times I spent being not me
I hope you know that it's not always happy in my head
'Cause I don't know
The perfect road to go down
But I know
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard
And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say from my heart
If you really wanted I could let you inside
It's been so long and I've got nothing left to hide
Would you believe me if I told you that I've got flaws
Now it's time to let the curtains unfold
And tell all the stories that I didn't want told
I let it out so I unburden my soul I won't stop
'Cause I don't know
The perfect road to go down
But I know
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard
And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say from my heart
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard
And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say from my heart