The result of the Boer War was . a combined colony of whites and South Asians

an independent country

a combined colony of Afrikaners and English settlers

a system of apartheid

Although this may be the opposite of what you think i will say it anyway. you were brought into this world for a reason and you still have soo much ahead of you. not everybody has an opportunity of living a great life, but it doesn’t give you a reason to end everything. somebody in the world loves you, and imagine what you would do to them if you left forever.