Having such a horrible day!:D 1: Tomorrow is mothers day and my grandma wont take me shopping because I don't want to wear the outfit she chose out for me. Like literally the jeans she choose for me were to tight and she wanted me to wear a blue freak vest? She knows thats NOT my style.
2: She decides to call me " fat " because I'm not as skinny as her. She said " Maybe if you didn't sit at that computer all day and got up and did some exercise , something might fit you. " And I've told her a thousand of times that I can't help I have a eating disorder, she already knows I'm ashamed of my body and decides to make it worse.
3: My mom just stood there watching it not saying a word.
4: My best friend is mad at me and I don't know why..
5: I've already had 2 panics attacks today because of my grandmother
6: 1 of my biggest fears are people, and there are like 6 kids in my backyard screaming and running around making me more stressed.