How do the recruits feel about himmelstoss' impending arrival?

What is the meaning of the word "internalize" as it is used in the following sentence? (4 points) try to internalize the vocabulary words you have read. forget describe learn rewrite

In january 2014 and i started 1 million pennies project she put donation jars in school and shops and set up a webpage to of said donations online her gold was to collect 1 million pennies or 1000 chandra’s planned to give the money to a group called growing food for the group plant gardens and deliver the products it grows to people in need

Am i cute? ? well i think am. everyone says ugly everyone says i'm cute, which one is it? ? or is everyone just hating? ?