Just a lil sum read the whole thing lol I went to someones house he was there, didn't know him yet, made me laugh. then i tripped and fell, then he switched schools to the school i was in. the first day he was there I said hi he said hi, i left for online school months later, I missed him he didn't know and will never know, months later December 2020 its someones birthday, i went it was my cousins house & my cousins friends were there, the person i wanted there was not there yet, we went upstairs for a bit then they knock. there's a medium size crowd greeting each other he's across the room, his hair grew out and its curly at the end, i look at him from the other side of the living room and he looks right back, we get shy at first but then we go outside & hes already making me laugh and being sarcastic which
I LOVE SARCASM! my cousins house had a neighborhood in their back yard but you have to jump over the wooden fence to get to it there was houses being built btw, we went to the neighborhood it was like a rich neighborhood they live in a big house too so, anyways we were in a group of 7 kids me and him are the oldest then there is the two 7th graders and my 6th grade brother and the others are younger but act older. We went to a fire station because its called station 69 and they like it cuz they are all dirty minded boys im the only girl. went back a few hours pass and were at the fire pit outside all adults are inside and he's across from me and he looks at me and i look at him stare for 7 secs. the day went by and its night we went back to the neighborhood a lot. and played tag but then slowly everyone started to quit tag and play with the arrows and shoot the target then its just 3 people playing me, him and a friend (we all know each other) were playing and he tells the friends to get me so they are teaming and im tryna juke the friend kinda hard cuz i was standing all day so my legs hurt. then a couple times he would try to get me and and one of my cousins said "this is 3rd grade recess you like him Ayleen don't you" me denying the truth. i just felt so genuinely happy it was amazing and honestly i felt like the whole day was me tryna flirt and id k what flirting is to him sooo. now its feb 2021 and i have not seen him but totayyy not stalking him cuz i miss him so i look up his name and see his football picture and then found his random you tube channel and he's just really funny his channel name is just how how does he make me laugh or think of him that much to the point where im crying on the bad days bc i wish he were there. I hope i see him soon. btw i been to his house it really nice i seen his room lol its clean i made sure haha so anyways that's what i'm thinking about sorry if it makes no since its 6:44 am rn so yea there's way more to tell there is way more to tell but anyways ima try to enter his dreamms tonight lol i'm crazy.

Oh and on his channel he post short random vids and his playlist is public and we have the same taste of music he like songs with NO WORDS! couldn't get any better

oh also i think he knows cuz my cousins and my cousins friends told him even tho i never confirmed it so yea.

ANYway s