I am fourteen and my skin has betrayed me the boy I cannot live without still sucks his thumb in secret how come my knees are always so ashy what if I die before morning
and momma's in the bedroom with the door closed. I have to learn how to dance in time for the next party my room is too small for me suppose I die before graduation they will sing sad melodies but finally tell the truth about me. There is nothing I want to do and too much that has to be done
and momma's in the bedroom
with the door closed. Nobody even stops to think about my side of it I should have been on Math Team my marks were better than his why do I have to be the one wearing braces
I have nothing to wear tomorrow will I live long enough to grow up and momma's in the bedroom with the door closed.

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