Letter to your mother about your health

Dear mother,

 I wouldn't say that I'm in the best shape or state of mind but I have been sad and lonely. I think I have become depressed. There are some nights where I just stare at the crack in the wall and cry along with the water dripping in my old shower. Ever since I've moved to Seattle, I've felt so meloncholy. I don't feel the same. I also miss Dad, he would always say the best things to make me feel joyful. I'm never at ease at the fact that I wasn't there for his death. I don't know what to do mother. I think I might just end it once and for all. I'm done feeling so gloomy and angry all the time. This apartment is better for somebody else...not me.

DISCLAIMER: I'm not depressed, I just thought that sadness would be a great theme!!

is that the whole question?