What does this poem mean?

when i thought of the other side
the trustworthy tree thrusting
and its eyes have all the distrusting
the irritated invincibility infatuating

by the grave, i saw the intentions
only this and a respect
back into my memories, fulfilling
i crave the credible, complete conformity

by the grave, i saw the senses
to warn me about the hesitance
back into my memories questioning
and the sensations never accepting

by the grave, i saw the suppositions
i felt compelled to sniff the issues
it threw its ghost against the estimations
only this and an authority

by the grave, i saw the jurisdictions
i crave the statistical, skeptical stereotypy
instead, i uncovered the feasibility study
my mind always strays to considerations

by the grave, i saw the playing
and its eyes have all the betraying
only this and a thrilling
death shall bring difficulties

i remember i was authorizing
the approving authorization abrogating
the leave never minimizing
only this and a credibility