What does mean. im being serious this is a word

is an artificial long word said to mean a lung disease caused by inhaling very fine ash and sand dust

it is an artificial long word said to mean a lung disease caused by inhaling very fine ash and sand dust.

- "the die is cast; i have consented to return if we are not destroyed. thus are my hopes blasted by cowardice and indecision; i come back ignorant and disappointed. it requires more philosophy than i possess to bear this injustice with patience. i have lost my hopes of utility and glory; i have lost my friend."