Dam its been a year since youve been out of my life due to sucide i wish i could have been there for u and took the bullet but i wasnt and that was probaly the biggest mistake i ever made for not being there for you. If i could go back in time i would and i would have took the bullet for you I just regret having to watch you ki. ll yourself right in front of me but like dad always said we will se eachother on the other end. Every morning i wake up waiting for you to call me and say goodmorin and that u miss me every moring i want to ki. ll myself just like you did but i dont even tho ive been through some sh. it i still say fu. ck it and i dont I miss u dude