when will ppl stop leaving me?, when can i be happy again?, when can the ppl i love the most be happy?, when will i not be depressed?, when can i not have bad anxiety?,when will i stop crying?, i wish i could tell the future but i cant, i want to. theres a lot of things i want to do but i cant do them. when can ppl stop hating me?, when will my parents stop body shaming me? when can i smile again? when can i stop overthinking?, when can i not be left alone in the dark with my thoughts that tear me apart? i just want someone stop and ask me if im ok and when i say im fine them to say "i know ur not, im here for you, whats wrong?" thats just one of the things i want