"monster/golden" song created by me 0-0 Baby im tired of all of this arguing and fighting
i'm tired of lying about me being fine
while i'm crying deep inside
Well at least im trying to ask for help
But you just shut me down while i'm lying here on the ground

Ooo im feeling unstable don't know what i'm capable of
Im so destructive at least that's
what you say guess it your words against mine


Im sitting here on a rusted golden throne
thats cracking with every tear i hold back
I just want the world to disappear
like it was never there in the first place
Im sitting here as you yell at me saying im selfish
and saying how vain i am
and the world is all about me
Well if you shush i could breathe for once
but no you make it out that im a monster dark and sad
sayinghow i feel when you dont even
know please just leave me be
im a monster inside and out
theres no room for doubt
i guess this story checks out
Oo i just need to breath but i cant when im with you
Because you judge me almost constantly
And when i say how i feel i get called a monster
I get called an attention seeker
Is that really true cause
All i want is a normal life without you screaming in my
Ear almost every day
Ooo im feeling unstable don't know what i'm capable of
Im so destructive at least that's
what you say guess it your words against mine


Im sitting here on a rusted golden throne
thats cracking with every tear i hold back
I just want the world to disappear
like it was never there in the first place
Im sitting here as you yell at me saying im selfish
and saying how vain i am
and the world is all about me
Well if you shush i could breathe for once
but no you make it out that im a monster dark and sad
sayinghow i feel when you dont even
know please just leave me be
im a monster inside and out


Dont you see
You and i created this nightmare of twisted dreams
That are sharp to the touch
Sorry ithat i talk so much
Sorry i hide all of my feelings fromyou
I guess im the boggyman
Cause im monster with a golden crown

But you let me down