Yo guess whos upsetty spagetthi right now etheir way heres a song i made Baby im tired of all of this arguing and fighting
im tried of lying about me being fine
while im crying deep inside
Well at least trying to ask for help
But you just shut me down while im lying here on the ground

Ooo im feeling unstable dont know what im caple of
Im so destructive at least thats
what you say guess it your words against mine

Im sitting here on a rusted golden throne
thats cracking with every tear i hold back
I just want the world to disappear
like it was never there in the first place
Im sitting here as you yell at me saying im selfish
and saying how vain i am
and the world is all about me
Well if you shush i could breathe for once
but no you make it out that im a monster dark and sad saying
how i feel when you dont even
know please just leave me be
im a monster inside and out
theres no room for doubt
i guess this story checks out
Oo i just need to breath but i cant when im with you
Cause it feels like im drowning
i can just imagine you there watching me
as i fight back the tears cause all my fears are coming to life
and shining a light therw my blacked heart.
Oh i guess i wasnt that smart
Just help me get threw this cause i cant do it alone
But your just laughing on that golden throne
A my nightmare find me and destroy me inside and out
I guess that what i get for correcting this monster of mine
I just need some time cuase
Oo i just need to breath but i cant when im without you
Cause it feels like im drowning
i can just imagine you there watching me
as i fight back the tears cause all my fears are coming to life
Breaking everything single spotlight ive made
Just let me fade cause i feel like a monster
Oo am i just the boogyman inside a closet waiting to strike waiting to fight cause im just a monster Just help me get threw this cause i cant do it alone
But your just laughing on that golden throne
A my nightmare find me and destroy me inside and out
I guess that what i get for correcting this monster of mine