Have you ever tried comforting someone and telling them that they should stay and be happy, but then you realize you feel the same as them? Literally I thought people were just happy and big problems only existed in movies but the more I grow up the more I realize that sadness is every where a lot of us are just better at hiding it.
Thank you for listening to my ted talk
Come back tomorrow when I feel sad and alone again.
Lol : )

If you see someone that is very happy or is considered the happy one out of the group it is more likely that they are the most broken one in the group. Also their is a possibility that they are going through something really tough but they are scared of telling someone. I know bc I have been hurt and it is the worst feeling I have done things I regret and I unconsciously bullied people that were really nice to me. But I was taking my anger out on them for being bullied for 3 years. Now I have anger issues and get help for it.

well seeing i am an artist and i actually did a self portrait; i will describe how i painted it.   i used acrylic on a stretch canvas about 4 feet wide by 6 feet tall. i painted myself smiling in a soft pink long dress, white tile floor sitting on a white couch with a table behind and a vase of gorgeous flowers.   i also had a round white hat with a soft pink ribbon through it laying on the floor and on the table behind me was a lit candle. i kept it simple but soft and romantic.