I'm not suicidal I don't wanna f/u/c/k/i/n/g die Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying (dying...)
One too many bad thoughts inside me
Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me
I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice
I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always
Barely standing, crawling down the hallways
Sink into my bed, with death inside my head
That note you found I didn't mean it
Just wish I had a better sense of meaning
Never meant to let you down
I've been down now racing thoughts had to drown them out
Never giving in I swear to God, no matter how many times I pray to a God
I don't believe in just to see if I will never wake up
But he called my bluff
If this Isn't a fat mood idk what is