Runnin' from change I'm lookin' for change
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for change
I just want, I just want change
Yeah, I don't like new things
Got a lot of mood swings
Oh, you wanna tell me somethin' negative?
I don't wanna hear what you think
Yeah, tossin' in my sleep
Every night feel like two weeks
Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this or done that better
Can't help it, that's just me, lies
That's me avoidin' the change
Yeah, that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away
Yeah, that's probably why I always sit around and complain
Tellin' myself that I ain't never gettin' out of this place
Out of my face if you tellin' me I need to be different
That's the issue though, I'm always insecurity-driven
Takin' the wrong turns, actin' like I know where I'm headed
Waitin' for somethin' bad to happen, I can snap any minute
I need change

Finish the lyrics

Yeah, that's kinda easy to say, right?

But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life

And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy

But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar

Change, it somethin' that I know I should do

I'm a little uncomfortable to tell you the truth

But to be honest with you lately, I got nothin' to lose

See, I've always been full of pain, but now I'm makin' some room

Lookin' for change

I'm lookin' for change

I'm searchin' for change

I'm lookin' for change

I just want, I just want

I need a moment of silence

I don't like change, but I'll try it

I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do

Why are they always defiant?

See, all my emotions are liars

All my emotions are violent

They don't want freedom to find me

Mention a name and everybody riots (change)

Yeah, that's why I'm checkin' my vitals

They keep on workin', but I know

Breathin' don't mean you're alive so

I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope

Positive thoughts are my rivals (change)

I'm tryna be be on their side though

Should I feel comfortable? I don't

Last year, I felt suicidal

This year, I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more

I'm lookin' for change

I'm lookin' for (yeah)

I'm searchin' for change

I'm lookin' for

I just want, I just want change

I'm lookin' for (yeah)

I'm searchin' for change

I'm lookin' for, yeah (ay, ay)

I just want, I just want change

Yeah, I'm lookin' for

I'm searchin' for change

I'm lookin' for (yeah)

I just want, I just want change

I'm lookin' for (ay)

I'm searchin' for change

I'm lookin' for, yeah

I just want, I just want change

Explanation:

change

Yeah, that's kinda easy to say, right?

But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life

And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy

But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar

Change, it somethin' that I know I should do

I'm a little uncomfortable to tell you the truth

But to be honest with you lately, I got nothin' to lose

See, I've always been full of pain, but now I'm makin' some room

(Then a repeat)